Fathers Day

I have always been daddy's little girl. My daddy is probably one of the most hard working men I know. I guess that's where I get my ways from...hes hard headed and doesn't know what the word take it easy means. I can remember when I was little that he hated to spank me but now that I'm older I thank him for teaching me all my life lessons. Now that I'm grown I would do anything to get those Saturday mornings back where we stopped by Hardees and I got to go help him work.  I love all the time and memories that I have had with my daddy. He loves me not matter what I do. I love you daddy.
My papa and pawpaw billy are another two important men in my life, I am very blessed to of had all of these father figures in my life.
Next is my wonderful husband, even though we actually only one biological son together he still treats all of the kids the same. He does anything in the world for them. He never tries to replace their daddy and will talk to them about it and let them know how much he loved them. Now you may think "how does he know this" he knows this because I talk about Robert all the time and Dustin likes to learn about Robert. We both agreed that we would always be open with the kids about everything no matter what.
And finally, one of the most amazing men I know, Robert. Robert was my first husband and is the daddy of Dylan, Daniel, and Kaylee. I COULD NOT of found a better daddy for my kids. he was ONE of a kind. I hope that I can instill the values that Robert taught me to them. He always spent time with the kids and loved them so much. I know without a doubt in my mind that the kids was the last thing that he thought about. He lived and fought to stay alive for them babies. My heart breaks for them just to know he wont be here to see them grow up. I will NEVER let them forget that their daddy did NOT leave them on purpose and that he loved them more than anything in the world. We love you Robert and miss you so badly.

This Day will always be special to me....

On this day 6 years I ago I married the love of my life Robert. I can still remember the feelings I had on our wedding day....I wasn't nervous at all I was so excited that our lives were finally going to be joined and our journey together was starting. We had talked before the big day and I was joking around with Robert about him crying when he seen me walking down the aisle. He said I'm not going to cry....I said we will see...let me tell you their is NO greater feeling than knowing when somebody truely loves you. The time came and he did cry when he seen me and I started crying, and of course his sweet self had to wipe my tears. He couldn't stand to see me cry and seeing him cry made me cry:) I would do anything for him he always worked and took car of me and the kids and I did everything in my ability to be the best wife to him. I cooked, kept our home clean, made sure his clothes were clean, and took the stress of paying bills for him. He was spoilt and so was I. Every night no matter how tired he was we always talked and laughed and sometimes cried. No matter what was going on he always made me feel better. The night of his accident I knew when he didn't show up that he was already gone. You know when your soul mate dies. I felt so alone and empty like a part of me was missing. I couldn't think or talk. Even though hes gone he will always have part of my heart. I miss him more and more everyday. A day don't go by that I don't think about him. This day will always remain a very special day for me because its the day I married my best friend. I miss and love you Robert 4/9/87-2/25/2009!!!!

My first marriage....

I met the love of my life Robert Clayton Williams on March 27th 2002 when I was only 13. We got married on June 11th 2005. Robert was the most amazing person I have ever met. He was not only my soul mate but my best friend. We would stay up a laugh and talk and just enjoy each other. Oh how I miss those nights. I could talk to him about anything, he always had a solution. We grew up together, he taught me a lot. Did I mention how smart he was...I never had the chance to tell him how proud I was of him or to thank him for everything. I could of not asked for my kids a better daddy. It just came so natural to him...he was brought up well and has a wonderful family.
On February 25th 2009 Robert was in a fatal car accident....he was only 21 years old. I have never felt so alone and empty in all my life. I had just lost my best friend, my husband, and the father of my kids. I felt like my life was over, but I knew I had to stay strong for my kids. My heart breaks for my kids. I miss him more and more everyday. Even though I'm remarried doesn't mean I dont miss Robert. I will always miss him and cant wait to see him again one day. I wish everyday that he could be here to watch our kids grow up. The holidays and special days are still hard and probably always will be. I miss everything about him, from our family vacations, to our talks, to his laugh, and even his sandals and sock...lol....He will always have a special place in my heart...he was one of a kind and I have never met one person that didnt like him. I love you Robert...4/9/87-2/25/09!!!!

Then came Landen....

Landen Ray Turner blessed us on August 28th 2010....he weighed 8lbs and was 21 1/2 inches long. He is now 9 months and weighs 23lbs...we call him our chunky monkey! He suffers from lap colic...lol...he enjoys trying to take things apart. He is such a good baby he has been sleeping through the night since he was like 6 weeks old. He loves the water, which most babies do!

Then Miss Kaylee

Kaylee April Williams blessed us on January 4th 2008, and boy did she steal her daddys heart. Kaylee weighed 6lbs 15ozs and was 19inches long. Her middle name comes from the month of Roberts birthday. Kaylee is my little drama queen. She is all girl, she enjoys getting her nails painted, playing with her babies, and bossing her brothers around. The only color she claims to know is pink....lol Im so ready for her start school in August, she will be going to Opp Head Start, if I can get her potty trained. She is hard headed just like me. She is one very spoilt little girl.

Then came Daniel....

Daniel Carter Williams blessed us on June 10th 2006. Yes the boys are less than a year apart..:) He weighed 6lbs 15ozs and was 20 inches long. The best way I could describe Daniel is he is Robert made over..laid back,easy going and loves to laugh. He is a very compassionate person....he brings me flowers and is always telling me that he loves me.  He is gonna be a little heart breaker, hes done told me he is not getting married. We will see about that!!! He is going to start his Kindergarten year at Fleeta. I hope they are ready for him. He enjoys watching cartoons, being outside, riding his 4 wheeler, and being sneaky!

First came Dylan.....

Robert Dylan Williams blessed us on July 25th 2005. He was suppose to my little girl..boy was we surprised. He weighed 7lbs 7ozs and was 21 1/2 inch long. We named him after his wonderful daddy Robert. Dylan is 100% boy he enjoys fishing, riding 4-wheelers, swimming,playing T-ball, and of course hes a ladies man. He attends school at Fleeta. He is full of energy and has a great sense of humor and did I mention he will clean....hes gonna make a great husband one day.